Dont know whats going on

Dont know what went wrong
It feels like a 100 years
I still cant believe your gone
So Ill stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes
While these walls surround me
With the story of our life
I feel so, much better  Now that youre gone forever
I tell myself that I dont miss you at all
Im not lying, denying that I feel so much better
Now that youre gone forever
Now things are coming clear
And I dont need you here
And in this world around me
Im glad you disappeared
So Ill stay out all night
Get drunk and fuck and fight
Until the morning comes out
Forget about our life